Hi. Sorry for my (again!) late post. I just finished my final exams and I got my report card this morning, so you know, I was really busy with studying stuffs and blah blah blah. But well, let's get started on our new topic.
You see, I've read one of my friend's blog, and it was........... AWESOME. No, really. I almost never compliment a blog because I've seen a lot of blogs which aren't so original. You know, like they copied and pasted an article and posted it on their blogs. But this one, is different.
So... Her blog is particularly about her and her ex, how she still can't move on even after a long time, how those tears keep coming out of her eyes, and how she misses that guy so damn much. Sounds boring, eh? I know. But believe me, her story is NOT just another teen love story.
Maybe because she describes every pain so deeply that we can also feel her pain, or maybe her pain is actually that bad. But, I believe, when someone writes something that can make you feel what they feel, then one is a true writer. That I found on my friend's blog. Every word she writes makes me wanna cry, too. Maybe it's just a ridiculous heart-breaking, caused by a not-so-cute guy, basically not something to cried over, but she made it seems so desperately sad AND serious at the same time. If it wasn't about her, I could have laughed and probably called her an attention seeker. But I can't. Yeah, I guess she's really good at writing. She's got talent. I know it. I'm pretty sure that if she made a novel, she'd be so damn popular.
Anyway... After I read my friend's blog, I'm kinda wondering. What if actually everyone's problem is a serious thing? I mean, look at the fourth paragraph of this article. I could just laugh at her because I'd thought that her problem is just a cheesy, little one. But it isn't to her, right? And what if when we say "Get over it, it's not a big deal," it's actually a big deal and even we can't get over it? What if the size of a problem depends on how strength the person is? If that's so, yes, I do feel guilty and... selfish.
Look at me. All this time, all I care about is me and how big my problems are. I keep crying (ha ha ha like I can cry) at the same thing and declaring that my problems are like the biggest ones. How stupid is that sound? I'm not saying that my problems are no problem, because I wouldn't cry if they weren't, but they're indeed not the biggest nor the hardest. They're hard as heck, but I'm not the only one who needs to face them. There are seven billion people on Earth, and, compared to them, I'm just a single piece that anyone wouldn't give a f*** about (sorry).
I need to stop being so selfish and complain about every s*** (SORRY, I couldn't help it) I'm going through. I need to be like a..... boy, who doesn't really complain about everything and act like there's nothing wrong.
K, bye for now. xx
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Friday, April 20, 2012
What? Hi.
Hi everyone. Hi to the people who bother to visit my blog though it has nothing on it. I've read and heard several comments about my blog, and I must say, I love them. Thank you, really. Your appreciate and support makes me feel like I'm not wasting my time for this blog. Sorry for not being here for a kinda-long-time, but it was only because I've been super busy. I'm making an event at school right now, and since I'm the chief executive, I have to work really hard on that. Anyway, this is a big art event with guest stars, loads of sponsorship and decors. I got a lot of help from my mom (who's an event organizer), and I'm wishing very hard for the success of this event :')
Since I have nothing else to say, let's just talk about the latest news that happened in my life.
My life has been... twisted. There are too many things that happened too fast, sometimes awful. I've cried, laughed, loved, and talked uncontrollably. I guess 8th grade affects my life more than I thought it would be. Um, I guess it's better to talk about the most important news first.
Well.... Okay. First of all, let's just say I'm in love. Hahahahahahahaha. But no, really. I like a boy and apparently he likes me too .__.v I'm not gonna tell you a long, romantic love story like I'm supposed to do because that's just ridiculous, but I think this is one of the most important things that ever happened.
We're not dating. Surprising, uh? I know. But that's the truth. I can't tell you why because it's too complicated to explain; I don't even know if there's any explanation. We act like... I don't know. Couple? Um, I guess, but not so much. Best friends? Of course, a lot of times. Enemies? Yea, sometimes. How do I say this without being a hopeless romantic? It's like a mix of lovers, pour it with best friends and shake it up with enemies. We're random. Our attitude is like a dice that's shaken; we can't predict it and we don't have rules or "commitments" (adults' words, btw) that make us act some way. No, because we're not dating. Get it?
It's not that I don't want a relationship. Of course I'd like to have a perfect relationship like what I saw on the movie Leap Year, but does it really necessary? I'm just thinking that maybe, I don't have to have a movie-like relationship to be happy. I'm happy this way.
Anyway, I'm not overthinking about this. I mean, I'm not like "OMG we are great couple we should get married asdfghjklzxcvbnm". Haha, NO. I even often act like I don't care or something (though I really care). Let's just see what happens next.
I think that's all for now. I'm kinda tired, it's raining outside, and I think I'm the only one who's still awake. So yeah I'm going to sleep now. Let's see if there's any text on my phone waiting for an answer ;)
P.S.: i hope he doesn't read this,i'm too shy :(
Since I have nothing else to say, let's just talk about the latest news that happened in my life.
My life has been... twisted. There are too many things that happened too fast, sometimes awful. I've cried, laughed, loved, and talked uncontrollably. I guess 8th grade affects my life more than I thought it would be. Um, I guess it's better to talk about the most important news first.
Well.... Okay. First of all, let's just say I'm in love. Hahahahahahahaha. But no, really. I like a boy and apparently he likes me too .__.v I'm not gonna tell you a long, romantic love story like I'm supposed to do because that's just ridiculous, but I think this is one of the most important things that ever happened.
We're not dating. Surprising, uh? I know. But that's the truth. I can't tell you why because it's too complicated to explain; I don't even know if there's any explanation. We act like... I don't know. Couple? Um, I guess, but not so much. Best friends? Of course, a lot of times. Enemies? Yea, sometimes. How do I say this without being a hopeless romantic? It's like a mix of lovers, pour it with best friends and shake it up with enemies. We're random. Our attitude is like a dice that's shaken; we can't predict it and we don't have rules or "commitments" (adults' words, btw) that make us act some way. No, because we're not dating. Get it?
It's not that I don't want a relationship. Of course I'd like to have a perfect relationship like what I saw on the movie Leap Year, but does it really necessary? I'm just thinking that maybe, I don't have to have a movie-like relationship to be happy. I'm happy this way.
Anyway, I'm not overthinking about this. I mean, I'm not like "OMG we are great couple we should get married asdfghjklzxcvbnm". Haha, NO. I even often act like I don't care or something (though I really care). Let's just see what happens next.
I think that's all for now. I'm kinda tired, it's raining outside, and I think I'm the only one who's still awake. So yeah I'm going to sleep now. Let's see if there's any text on my phone waiting for an answer ;)
P.S.: i hope he doesn't read this,
Thursday, April 19, 2012
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