Since I have nothing else to say, let's just talk about the latest news that happened in my life.
My life has been... twisted. There are too many things that happened too fast, sometimes awful. I've cried, laughed, loved, and talked uncontrollably. I guess 8th grade affects my life more than I thought it would be. Um, I guess it's better to talk about the most important news first.
Well.... Okay. First of all, let's just say I'm in love. Hahahahahahahaha. But no, really. I like a boy and apparently he likes me too .__.v I'm not gonna tell you a long, romantic love story like I'm supposed to do because that's just ridiculous, but I think this is one of the most important things that ever happened.
We're not dating. Surprising, uh? I know. But that's the truth. I can't tell you why because it's too complicated to explain; I don't even know if there's any explanation. We act like... I don't know. Couple? Um, I guess, but not so much. Best friends? Of course, a lot of times. Enemies? Yea, sometimes. How do I say this without being a hopeless romantic? It's like a mix of lovers, pour it with best friends and shake it up with enemies. We're random. Our attitude is like a dice that's shaken; we can't predict it and we don't have rules or "commitments" (adults' words, btw) that make us act some way. No, because we're not dating. Get it?
It's not that I don't want a relationship. Of course I'd like to have a perfect relationship like what I saw on the movie Leap Year, but does it really necessary? I'm just thinking that maybe, I don't have to have a movie-like relationship to be happy. I'm happy this way.
Anyway, I'm not overthinking about this. I mean, I'm not like "OMG we are great couple we should get married asdfghjklzxcvbnm". Haha, NO. I even often act like I don't care or something (though I really care). Let's just see what happens next.
I think that's all for now. I'm kinda tired, it's raining outside, and I think I'm the only one who's still awake. So yeah I'm going to sleep now. Let's see if there's any text on my phone waiting for an answer ;)
P.S.: i hope he doesn't read this,
