New Year's Resolution!

Aku tahu apa yang kau pikirkan ketika melihat judul di atas. Aku tahu kamu akan berpikir bahwa aku akan menulis tentang Resolusi Tahun Baru -- hal yang paling sering dibicarakan orang ketika tahun baru akan datang. Sayangnya, kau salah.


Awalnya, aku memang berniat untuk membuat resolusi. Tapi memulai sesuatu yang belum pernah dilakukan sebelumnya rasanya agak susah, ya? Jadi, setelah berpikir beberapa (lima?) kali, aku memutuskan untuk tidak membuat resolusi, seperti biasanya.


Aku tahu keputusanku terdengar cuek dan tidak bisa menjadi contoh yang baik. Tapi, hey, aku tidak bisa memaksakan diri sendiri untuk membuat resolusi. Lagipula, aku memang bukan tipe orang yang bisa dijadikan contoh teladan.


Wow. Kesannya egois sekali, ya? Tapi aku bisa apa? Aku tak akan membuat Resolusi Tahun Baru, tak peduli bagaimana orang lain berusaha untuk menjadi "lebih baik" tahun depan. Yah, itu kan orang lain. Bukan aku. Daripada aku membuat Resolusi Tahun Baru tanpa rasa tulus, yang malah membuatku terlihat munafik.


Of course, saying all these words doesn't make me a perfect person. Aku tahu aku masih memiliki banyak kekurangan, dan tampaknya akan selalu begitu. Bukannya aku tak mau berubah, tapi aku rasa perubahan bisa dilakukan tanpa harus mendaftar rencananya atau menulis goal-nya. Percaya deh, jika aku berniat menuliskan resolusiku disini, setengah jam lagi aku akan lupa semuanya. Itu karena aku tak tulus.


Jadi, yah... Tahun baru 2012 akan berlalu seperti biasanya. Malam ini, aku akan menghadiri pesta Tahun Baru di rumah saudaraku, yang katanya sudah menyiapkan kembang api dan pemanggang untuk membuat barbecue. Entah barbecue macam apa. Aku bukan tipe orang yang suka merayakan tahun baru dengan meriah, sih. 


Pokoknya, tahun ini tak ada resolusi. Aku juga takkan meniup terompet nanti malam. Aku masih belum bisa membayangkan bagaimana suasana pestanya, jadi aku sudah berencana untuk membawa buku The Society of S (yang merupakan buku favoritku sepanjang masa) dan, kalau aku bisa menemukannya, headset. Hanya untuk jaga-jaga.


I think that's all for now. Bye, aku harus siap-siap untuk pesta. 

FIGHT4GREYSON

finally, finally, finally. i was thinking what can i write on my blog, but then this idea comes to my head :P

okay, let's get started. today, my BEST FRIEND, Vika, came to my house. we've planned to visit each other's house on holiday, and well, this is the time.

her visit was kinda usual. i mean, the most usual thing for a best friend, if you know what i mean ;p we mocked each other, and laughed at each others' nails. it was great, but nothing special happened.

until one time... i begged (LOL!) her to play The Sims 3. you know it's my fave game, don't you? i said to her, "let's make a fam. let's include Michael (Jackson), Greyson (Chance), me and you." "SURE!" she said.

then it happened. the madness begun. ok, i admit, we focused on Greyson too much. started with picking his clothes, it's indeed we're obsessed by him xD when we finally decorated our house (it was super tiring, believe me), we got stuck by Greyson's cuteness :D

the rest of the game became a major fight. my Sim wants to be Greyson's GF, unfortunately, Vika's Sim does too. the point of our fight was to have Grey as our BF. luckily, my Sim became Best Friend with Grey first ;D you can imagine how mad Vika was.

to get her revenge, Vika made her Sim and Grey chatted and FLIRTED. i was shocked. i grabbed the mouse quickly and made my Sim flirted with Grey. that was the biggest fight ever. we scratched each others' hands, pulled each others' hairs, and bite each others' fingers.

the result? Vika's hand was bleeding, and mine became black and blue. insane, huh? I KNOW. but i think, that's what real friends do. i can surely say that she's not a backstabber. she's my best friend forever. although we go to different school and we don't always get along, we're still and will always be best friends. no one can replace her<3

P.S.: i have 2 best friends, actually! the other one is Assyifaa. she's also amazing, but she didn't come today :( it was disappointing; me and Vika missed her so much, but well... it doesn't mean that our precious friendship is over :)

DARK!! DARK!! DARK!!

i'm really trying to make my blog looks cool. well, as you can see, i've added some *gadgets* on the right corner. see that huge iPod touch? yea, that's the last thing i created for this blog.

i always get envy  whenever i see my friends' blog. i mean, theirs are always cool, always colorful, and awesome. now i'm wondering about mine. anything that i made, whether it's a blog, or tumblr, or twitter, or website, is always dark themed. and no, i do NOT do it on purpose. it just... happens.

let's take it this way. choosing a theme for my blog is always be the most important thing. i always go to the "colorful section" first, and well, i find those cute, animated theme.

but then... when i go to the "dark section", i always end up choosing one and finally USE it. although it's not as cute as the colorful one.

weird, huh? i know. but i guess that's who i am. a girl who never likes cheerful colors. and the least fave color of mine, is pink. it's just too bright. (sorry pink lovers!)

maybe i'm just limited edition, am i?

what am i gonna do?

that's right. what am i gonna do? it's holiday, and sadly, i have no idea what to do AT ALL.


this is horrible. i mean, i've waited for this holiday season for like 6 months and now, after i finally got it, I'M BORED. this is the worse that could happen on a holiday. i smh a million times when i write this.


i've tried to read books (like what i usually do when i get bored), well it works a little bit, but i don't feel happy after all. then i try to sit on the computer for as long as i want; it only makes everything become worst. i think i enjoy playing The Sims 3 and Cooking Academy 2, but good things won't last forever right?


also, i'm in a desperate mood of losing my diary. i mean, it's there, but the book is too full to be written. i was about to buy a new one, but i don't know where to buy it. maybe i'll buy it with my friend later.


see? i know that when you read this, you know i don't feel like writing. i just feel like i have a responsibility to write something for my blog. and when i got nothing to write, this crap came along.


sorry for letting you read my complains. i don't mean to make your day become bad. maybe i should just go back and take care of my Sims or do my nails.


K, bye. Thank you so much for wasting your time reading (stalking?) my blog. Whoever you are, I Love You. So much. <333

Greyson Chance, Eminem, Michael Jackson AND SpongeBob xD (what? he's LEGEND)
My idols!

MUSIC (part 3)

My third favorite singer of all time is.... well..... someone who may surprises you.... GREYSON CHANCE!!!!!

Yup, that Greyson Chance who came to Indonesia a few weeks ago. Kinda weird, huh? I mean, I like MJ and Eminem at the same time, now I mix them up with Greyson Chance? Like, what's going on? LOL but I do have an explanation.

I started to like Greyson Chance when I was on the 6th grade. Even before Greyson made Hold On 'Til The Night album! So when he came to my country, Indonesia, I freaked out. 


Well, I couldn't believe that I actually like Greyson. Because, you know, I don't like those type of young singers who sing with autotunes and adding rap to their fail songs (no offense, really). I don't think autotunes and soft hair are good enough for the real music industry. The worse is, that they claim their songs to be pop and even R&B! I know many good singers (some of them come from the 80s and 90s) which are way better and multi-talented. I will not mention these young singers; it'll cause a huge drama. 


But, hey, people, Greyson is so much different. He doesn't use autotunes, and if he does, it doesn't affect too much on his real voice. He has great voice. You can watch his awesomeness (wow, that word really exists?) here. Also, he's not only "cute". He has so much more than just look. He's talented. Why is it so hard to explain? He's funny, too, and he smiles every time. That's the most important thing, right?


I think that's everything I can tell you about Greyson Michael Chance. I also like singers/bands like Beyonce, Chris Brown, Lady Gaga, Nicki Minaj, One Republic, Katy Perry, Coldplay, Simple Plan, Queen (LEGEND!), Maroon 5, Adele, Jessie J, etc etc. 


You know what? This is the final chapter of my music articles. So, if someday I post bunch of stuffs about those singers above, don't be surprised!<3

MUSIC (part 2)

Yo! Wassup? Now, after a week of waiting, it's time for me to talk about my favorite music, part 2 :) Shamone.


Since I stopped myself from being obsessed to MJ, I started to like some more singers. One of my favorites is Eminem. Yea, The King of Rap.


The fact that I like Eminem AND MJ at the same time is a little bit.... strange. Do you know the song Just Lose It by Em? Although I'm his fan, but I agree that it's so very, very disrespecting MJ (you can see it here, but parental guidance is really suggested). If I was still obsessed, I would've kill Eminem.


But not long after the video was released, MJ was very offended that he complained to Eminem! So, Eminem said sorry and he regretted his offensive video. For me, that, is the end of the problem.


Why do I like Eminem? Well, first of all, I LOVE hip-hop. That's my favorite genre ever, besides pop. I listen to hip-hop since I was only a kid. I don't even know why I like it!


Second, Eminem's songs are not like the others. You know, rap songs usually contain stuffs which are... err, rude, offensive, etc etc. I don't say that rap songs are bad, no of course not, because I like rap, but too much songs about money, girls and party are... boring.


Many people ask me why I love rap so much (I like a lot of rappers beside Em). I said I don't know, because that's the truth. It just happened. I like it more now, because I can rap some songs :D Well, the point is, I will always like Eminem and also hip-hop. That's my music, and no one can judge me for it.


P.S.: I can rap! Haha, not great, but I can do it a little bit xD :P

That's Marshall Mathers over there :)

Michael J. Jackson

One of my fave singers of all time. He's unique isn't he? Yea I know(; I'll tell you later about the other singers!
P.S.: this one's pretty rare. i forgot where i got it, but it's def not a pic that the media will show you on tv!

MUSIC (part 1)

Hello again guys!! Okay, I'm REALLY, REALLY sorry I didn't post anything for the last two weeks, I was super busy preparing for school and its stuffs. But believe me, I couldn't stop thinking about this blog! Now that I'm free, I got something to talk about, and it's something that I'm addicted to: MUSIC.


First of all, I'm pretty sure that almost every teen in this world got their own favorite singer or music genre. Some of them like pop, the others addicted to R&B, and there are teens who love hip-hop so much, but still can get along with jazz. Well, I think every genre is unique. It has its own style, so there's no need for judgement. I respect any kind of music. But now, I'm going to talk about MY favorite music :) Leggo.




The first kind of music I like is also one of my characteristic. Like, when people are talking about me, they're also talking about this thing. It's something that I love and something that will last forever in my friends' memories about me: MICHAEL JACKSON'S MUSIC.


Okay, I have no idea how to get started. For me, Michael Jackson's songs have their own genre. They're not pop, R&B, jazz, or anything. They're MJ's. I love all of his songs that I can't even decide which one is my favorite. His songs are... different. The meaning of them are none like the others. They're not always about relationship or despair, they're also talking about our Planet Earth, suffering children, wars, the future, dreams, faith, hope, lost, sometimes regrets, and most of all, Love. Not only love between a man and a woman, but also love for all the human being. I think it's beautiful how you can love everyone and not being so selfish. And, yes, it's really hard to find such a song like that nowadays.


Michael Jackson's not only the King of Pop, he's not only a good singer. He's also a very generous person. He really cares about the world, and the environment, and all he ever wanted to do is to make the world a better place. That's one of the reasons why I became his fan. He also understands children, and hey I'm a child, so it's like he understands me, and my sister, and my friends, and every other child in the world! It's really amazing and I think it'd be wonderful if I could be his friend<3


I used to be obsessed to MJ. When I was in the 6th grade, I was really into him that I forgot my real life, my real world. I was loving him like crazy. Now I realized that it was really wrong, and it was my fault, not MJ's (what does MJ have to do with it? He doesn't even know that I'm exist). I can't stop being his fan, but now I'm not obsessed anymore. That's why I started to like a few more singers beside him. I'll tell you about them on Part 2. Just wait.